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I just made a post; this one it seems, i'm not caring who sees

i don't have an ounce of energy for poetry
let alone a creative flow for photoshop
i said i was on hiatus
i'm addicted (really, that's what it amounts to)
but i have no inspiration

i'm drained
i was sick
my eye's still fucked
thank god i can still see

i want to still my restlessness (my.mind.wont.stop.i.cant.slow.myself.its - PANIC - i.cant.fucking.breath - )
i want change
but i wouldn't survive without what i've got
and sometimes that doesn't seem like much

and so it seems
i still can't sleep.

because this boy will be the death of me.

I have a picture of you
holding out your hand
I'd like to think that your hand is reaching for mine
and that you will take me in your arms

This is a nice thought
because as you wrap me close
I can smell you
and your neck is soft against my lips

And you feel strong
like the world cannot hurt me
and there's you and me
forever
and the girls look as we walk down the street
stares
stars in their eyes
awe
longing for what I have
for what we are

Your hand lets go as
my thought
dissipates
and my lips only taste air

you fucking want this



pardon my french
i'm told its not french
and i laugh
cuz i know it's not
but its fun anyway

but i need you to know that
it's what it is:

want

you won't be able to stay away
i've got a little trick
up my sleeve

like a symphony
out back
in the wind
like a scent you may recognize -
your head will turn
and you will follow the hum

(do you hear it, in your head?)

there won't be any turning back
and you will sigh

...at last

when you...


climax -

While on my way home tonight, I decided to buy some beer. As I grabbed my 6 pack from the cooler, I realized there was no price, so I brought it up to the counter and asked how much it was. The cashier rang it up, and declared that it was $8.99. Two underage Cumbie's groupies buying cigarettes for their underage friends exclaimed, "just buy some Twisted Tea!"

Let me put in a little history here.

I'm on a budget, and in no way would I want to spend 9 bucks on 6 pack of beer. However, this beer is seasonal beer. It is Shipyard Pumpkinhead Ale. Get your mother loving hands on this beer once and you'll be hooked.

So back to the issue at hand: "Just buy some Twisted Tea!" I was so flabbergasted by this exclamation that I was speechless. SO! If I had the power to turn back time, this is what I would say:

#1: "You're a pussy"
#2: "Only underage kids wanting to get drunk would drink tea"
and #3: "Shipyard is BEER".

And then I would walk out of the store, flip them the bird and blow them a kiss.